I used to.....

i used to sing whenever there's a chance, now i don't,
i used to dance when there's music, now i don't,
i used to laugh on something stupid, now i don't,
i used to cry on someone's shoulder, now i don't,
i used to smile to a stranger, now i don't,
i used to play with colours, now i don't,
i used to kiss my parents every morning, now i don't,
i used to be in control, now i don't,
i used to know the next step, now i don't,
i used to know what to expect, now i don't,
i used to be very close to HIM, now i don't,