Internship @ Sime Darby Property

Sime Darby Property dah jadi macam rumah no2 sepanjang 3 bulan internship.. banyak yang terjadi... yang penting dapat banyak ilmu dan pengalaman bukan sahaja dari segi academically tapi juga realiti kehidupan sebagai manusia.. 3 bulan pengalaman kat sana, aku dapat meyimpulkan beberapa perkara...

politics in the office... hmmm... 'if we can't avoid it, join it'... haha tapi serius, it amazed me how the small department that consists less than 10 ppl can have such politics... sume pun macam lalang especially kalau nak selamat kan diri masing2.. susah nak kata apa yang diaorg buat tu ok ke x sbb mmg kena tgk keadaan...

apabila manusia mula bertuhankan duit, tunggang langgang lah dia.. kerana duit ada yang sanggup menaburkan janji2 kosong dan akhirnya menyusahkan orang lain.. apa ada pada duit kalau ianya memecah belahkan hubungan yang dibina selama bertahun2.. tapi itulah yang terjadi... duit merupakan satu senjata yang merbahaya jika di salahguna dan di salah erti...

bertanya kalau kita x tau.. jangan jadi bodoh sombong kerana akhirnya dia akan memakan diri kita sendiri.. merendah diri jika kita nak menuntut ilmu dengan orang dan jangan berlagak.. apa pun yang kita lakukan dan apa juga yang kita rasa, kadang2 lebih baik ianya disimpan je dari kita suarakan...jika kita rasa kita hebat, buktikan dan jangan hanya mengeluarkan kata2 kosong.. sbb tin kosong je yg slalu keluarkan bunyi bising... yang paling penting jangan kita sombong dengan masyarakat .. sebab kita x tau bila kita akan memerlukan mereka.. hidup bagai roda... x selalu kita berada di atas... bila berada diatas, janganlah lupa memandang ke bawah...

Ukur baju di badan sendiri... janganlah kita berbangga dengan bukan hasil kerja kita... dan janganlah kita mendapat nama melalui hasil kerja orang lain sbb x akan kekal... bila kita nak minta sesuatu daripada orang lain, sudah menjadi lumrah untuk manusia merendah diri... jadi jangan lah kita berlagak dengan orang yang kita perlu ilmu nya kerana akhirnya kita juga yang rugi.. kita kena tau kemampuan diri kita dulu sebelum kita berlagak dan bercakap besar mengenai sesuatu yang tidak benar..

kerana mulut badan binasa... berfikir sebelum kita bercakap kerana ia akan memakan diri... terutama kalau kita mengata atau menjanjikan sesuatu yang tidak benar.. jangan lah kita menyusahkan orang lain kerana kelantangan dan kesilapan mulut kita...sekurang2 nya bertanggungjwablah atas kesalahan kita.. dan kita tak tahu hati mana yang terluka dengan kelantangan suara kita mengatakan sesuatu tanpa berfikir dan siasat...

takut dengan bayang2 sendiri... kita hanya akan takut dengan bayang2 kita kalau kita ada membuat kesalahan.. kita akan jadi mudah sangsi dengan niat orang lain, kita akan berprasangka buruk dengan orang lain... so lebih baik kita memperbaiki kesalahan kita.. at least siasat dulu sebelum kita menuduh atau membuat kesimpulan tentang seseorang atau sesuatu perkara..

jangan terlalu workoholic sbb in the end xde sape yang akan perasan kerja kita... have fun kat luar and always merehat kan diri... sbb no matter how much we love our work, we must love ourself 1st..

hargai setiap hubungan yang di jalin... bak kata pepatah ' berkawan biar beribu'... hehe
i've met a lot of interesting people here and hopefully this will last.. different people have different talent and specialty and i might need their help in future...

mengalah x bermakna kita kalah.. ayat ni sangat bermakna buat ku kerana ianya terbukti benar.. dulu aku x percaya tapi pengalaman dan masa menbuktikan aku silap... aku dapat lihat bagaimana jika kita mengalah, tuhan akan membantu kita melalui cara lain.. kadang kala tanpa kita sedari... setiap apa yang berlaku ada hikmah nya.. dan menjadi tanggung jwab kita untuk menilai mana hikmah nya... hikmah kepada setiap dugaan sangat subjektif dan berbeza2 untuk setiap manusia..

3 bulan merupakan satu masa yang singkat untuk menimba ilmu kat sana... walaupun singkat, SDP banyak meninggalkan kesan kat dalam hati... pengalaman kat sana mungkin x akan dilupakan untuk satu jangka masa yang sangat lama.. setiap orang yang aku jumpa kat sana telah mewarnai hidup ku sama ada mereka sedar atau tidak... mereka semua telah meninggalkan kesan ke dalam hati ku.. pengalaman serta ilmu yang ada akan membantu aku untuk menempuhi masa depan yang lebih mencabar..

i know that i have a very challenging future ahead.. and i must be prepare mentally and physically.. more tears, frustrations, anger, and many more that i will need to face in future.. but i know that i will do fine because i have a great family and friends...;)

my graduation!!!!!

Date: 15th August 2009
Time: 3pm
Venue: DTSP, USM, Penang

everybody is invited... hehehe
i am happy and hopefully this happiness will last...
can't wait to meet all my friends...
and hopefully i have a bright future waiting..
3 years in USM is the memorable years and smthg that i will not forget...
its full of memories, friendship, laughter, tears, success, failure, sweat, love and so many more...
USM will always be in my heart... ;)

Dedicated to myself and all my friends...;)

The Climb
by Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreamin'
But theres a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember Most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'

And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing, on
'Cause theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its The Climb

Yeah
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
Its all about
Its all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep the faith woah

Study week...hmmmm

now suppose to be my study week...

hmmm...study ke??? hai, susah nak jawab soalan ni..

with so many activity, instead of menambah ilmu, i menambahkan berat badan..
serius...

hopefully, starting by tmr, i will start studying and will do well in my exam..
this is my final exam aka my last exam as a student in USM...

will spent more time with my roomates... the one who always be there for me in good and bad times.. the one who never judge me (without even have to say it out loud and let the whole world know about it)... really hope will keep in touch with her in the future.. gonna miss her so much..;)

HE's with me :)

"Mountain Of God"
by Third Day

Thought that I was all alone
Broken and afraid
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me

And I didn't even know
That I had lost my way
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me
'Til You opened up my eyes
I never knew
That I couldn't ever make it Without You

Even though the journey's long
And I know the road is hard
Well, the One who's gone before me
He will help me carry on
After all that I've been through
Now I realize the truth
That I must go through the valley
To stand upon the mountain of God

As I travel on the road
That You have lead me down
You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me
I have need for nothing more

Oh, now that I have found
That You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me
I confess from time to time
I lose my way
But You are always there
To bring me back again

Sometimes I think of where it is I've come from
And the things I've left behind
But of all I've had, what I possessed
Nothing can quite compare
With what's in front of me
With what's in front of me

LIVERPOOL owesome!!!!!

Liverpool 4 - 1 Man United

torres

gerrard

aurelio

dossena

that is the score babeh... hahaha

we played well and gerrard was owesome as usual..

' “We have matured in our footballing philosophy.” Xabi Alonso

You'll Never Walk Alone

life vs human

life is predictable but human is unpredictable..
one moment we at the top and another moment we at the bottom..
well, that's life and everybody aware of that.. what people dun really aware is that wherever we are, it usually besed on our decisions and people around us.. and whatever decision we made is usually based on our self interest first... this the lesson that i get after experiencing some difficult time here.. when you are too honest and trust somebody, it hurt you so bad when they stab you at the back.. we just can't forget that even friendship is meaningless when it comes to certain decisions..

human is biased.. but why must they???
truthfully, everybody in this world is the same regardless of their races, religion, nationality, and etc.. ( at least this is what i want to believe in ) but it doesn't happen that way.. WHY??
its not that hard to live in harmony.. we just need to respect others race, religion, nationality or any differences that they have... don't make certain comment or give your unwelcome comment to them.. they may said they dun mind but we dun know what is goin on in their mind.. and please lah, if you are so insensitive to others, dun judged others who are not sensitive to your race, religion, nationality or etc.. it's annoyed me to the maximum... i always believe that there is always two sides of the coin.. think before we speak.. look at both sides of the coin..