One friend told me that she don't understand how a smart, attractive and confidence woman like me can be so insecure when it come to relationship. To be honest, i don't know what is wrong with me either, so yea, this is me.
This morning i listen to Lenka song and 1 paragraph in that song just perfect for me. feel like share it with you guys.. so enjoy ~ =)
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
~ The show by Lenka
Friday, September 3, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Pencarian yang tiada penghujung
Bulan Ramadhan bakal tiba..inilah bulan yang paling ditunggu dalam islam..banyak rahmat pada bulan ni.. tapi pendapat peribadi ku, bulan ni la selalunya aku akan menangis paling banyak.. benda yang simple pun boleh buat aku nangis.. banyak benda akan di lihat dari sudut yang berlainan.. hidup ni indah..menarik.. lebih banyak kita mendalami apa yang terjadi dalam hidup kita, lebih dalam kita kenal diri kita.. dan apabila lebih dalam kita kenal diri kita, lebih dalam kita kenal pencipta kita.
pada aku, pencarian ku pada yang maha Esa masih lagi panjang. pada tahap skrg ni, pencarian ku masih lagi tidak berpenghujung..
sebagai manusia aku selalu tersalah pandang apa yang penting dalam hidup..lari dari landasan yang sebenar.. tapi tu semualah yang menjadikan hidup ni lebih menarik dan mencabar.. tak siapa tahu apa yang akan terjadi besok...
harap bulan ramadhan tahun ni akan menjadi ramadhan yang lebih baik dari tahun sebelum ni... =) can't wait for it to come..
Sempena ramadhan ni, rasa nya lagu ni sesuai kot... lagu yang best... semoga cinta kita semua bertasbih...
Ketika Cinta Bertasbih
Melly Goeslaw Feauring Amee
Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu
Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit
Ketika Cinta bertasbih Nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta
pada aku, pencarian ku pada yang maha Esa masih lagi panjang. pada tahap skrg ni, pencarian ku masih lagi tidak berpenghujung..
sebagai manusia aku selalu tersalah pandang apa yang penting dalam hidup..lari dari landasan yang sebenar.. tapi tu semualah yang menjadikan hidup ni lebih menarik dan mencabar.. tak siapa tahu apa yang akan terjadi besok...
harap bulan ramadhan tahun ni akan menjadi ramadhan yang lebih baik dari tahun sebelum ni... =) can't wait for it to come..
Sempena ramadhan ni, rasa nya lagu ni sesuai kot... lagu yang best... semoga cinta kita semua bertasbih...
Ketika Cinta Bertasbih
Melly Goeslaw Feauring Amee
Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu
Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit
Ketika Cinta bertasbih Nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Transition month...
August is here..
the month that i hope to be the starting month of a new me..
im tired to be the same old me... tired...really tired...
i need to change.. i have to change...
no more time to think about the past... past is past...regarless what, it will never be present or future...
i will be ready for a new challenges in life.. i have to be ready...
nope, i am ready... i know i can do it.. i am waieylia...
so i will do it...
soon, i will find what im looking for..
the month that i hope to be the starting month of a new me..
im tired to be the same old me... tired...really tired...
i need to change.. i have to change...
no more time to think about the past... past is past...regarless what, it will never be present or future...
i will be ready for a new challenges in life.. i have to be ready...
nope, i am ready... i know i can do it.. i am waieylia...
so i will do it...
soon, i will find what im looking for..
Thursday, July 1, 2010
?
he: are u sick?
she: u mean sick of you?
he: what do u mean by that?
she: why u care?
he: can you please grow up?
she: so that i can take care of u?
he: what is your problem?
she: what makes u think i have a problem?
he: arghhh
she: u mean sick of you?
he: what do u mean by that?
she: why u care?
he: can you please grow up?
she: so that i can take care of u?
he: what is your problem?
she: what makes u think i have a problem?
he: arghhh
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
Self Discovery # 4 - Arghh
Reasons why i deserve a slap on my face
1) for having a doubt of my judgement and listen to others more than listen to my heart and judgement
2) fail to make market my bestfriends until now (i think our relationship become worse..haizz)
3) lazy to read work related books.. ( finish 2 unrelated work books in 3 days)
4) lack of motivation to work ( biasalah tu)
5) keep hurting people around me (and it hurt me too)
6) sensitive over something small ( i dun think its small...hmm )
7) hate the meds that i suppose to eat... ( hate it beyond words..)
8) posting this in the office..working hours..hahahaha
i need an ice cream now...
1) for having a doubt of my judgement and listen to others more than listen to my heart and judgement
2) fail to make market my bestfriends until now (i think our relationship become worse..haizz)
3) lazy to read work related books.. ( finish 2 unrelated work books in 3 days)
4) lack of motivation to work ( biasalah tu)
5) keep hurting people around me (and it hurt me too)
6) sensitive over something small ( i dun think its small...hmm )
7) hate the meds that i suppose to eat... ( hate it beyond words..)
8) posting this in the office..working hours..hahahaha
i need an ice cream now...
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Is it~???
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
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