A person very close to me passed away more than a year ago.
I thought i already moved on but I can't stop thinking about it even to this minute.
Every moment I had spent with him has been so precious and invaluable, and today...I remember him every day...every minute, infact.
I feel that vacuum can never be filled,no matter how much my friends and relatives try.
Is it wrong to remember him always and have that uncomfortable feeling, that none can equal him?
How can I stop thinking about him always?
And, if at all I try to,will that make me a bad person?
Should I stop grieving and accept it as a part of life?
Is it wrong to expect people close to me to be like him?
Most of all, I wonder how I can carry on with my life without him?
So many questions in my mind....wish I had an answer.....
because i feel so empty inside..
He will always be special to me but how i found him in him, i hope to find others in themselves..
God, please give me the strength and please open my heart and send someone special in it again..
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