he: are u sick?
she: u mean sick of you?
he: what do u mean by that?
she: why u care?
he: can you please grow up?
she: so that i can take care of u?
he: what is your problem?
she: what makes u think i have a problem?
he: arghhh
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
Self Discovery # 4 - Arghh
Reasons why i deserve a slap on my face
1) for having a doubt of my judgement and listen to others more than listen to my heart and judgement
2) fail to make market my bestfriends until now (i think our relationship become worse..haizz)
3) lazy to read work related books.. ( finish 2 unrelated work books in 3 days)
4) lack of motivation to work ( biasalah tu)
5) keep hurting people around me (and it hurt me too)
6) sensitive over something small ( i dun think its small...hmm )
7) hate the meds that i suppose to eat... ( hate it beyond words..)
8) posting this in the office..working hours..hahahaha
i need an ice cream now...
1) for having a doubt of my judgement and listen to others more than listen to my heart and judgement
2) fail to make market my bestfriends until now (i think our relationship become worse..haizz)
3) lazy to read work related books.. ( finish 2 unrelated work books in 3 days)
4) lack of motivation to work ( biasalah tu)
5) keep hurting people around me (and it hurt me too)
6) sensitive over something small ( i dun think its small...hmm )
7) hate the meds that i suppose to eat... ( hate it beyond words..)
8) posting this in the office..working hours..hahahaha
i need an ice cream now...
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Is it~???
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Self Discovery #3 - Say Goodbye
Finally i have time to update my blog after so long.. Been busy with my life and sometimes buat2 busy..haha
Anyway,its so easy to be taken for granted and sometimes its so easy to be fooled in a relationship,in general, with friends and family.
Sometimes, i tend to be true and honest with a person,share all that i have,financially as well as emotionally, but later when i learn that they dont reciprocate in the same mannner and just walked away after get what they want and usually at the time when i need them the most, it hurts. Probably they feel i am not close enough to them or its me who stupid to trust them. i hate being used by other people for any reason at all especially by someone i trust.
im tired of being bangang girl, but according to someone i will always be. =.='
After my long vacation to a special place *thanks to someone who bring me there =)* i realize that one of my bangang-ness moment is when having a second thought between 'cry' and 'say goodbye'..haha of course it will be 'say goodbye'.. i just wanna forgive and forget about everything.. by thinking of 'cry' means i still have a bit of anger and frustration in me.. but i dun want to have such negative feelings.. i wanna live my life without any regrets and without anything that will be the wall of my bright and happy future.. semua yg berlaku ada hikmah nya.. lagipun semua yang jadi ni salah sendiri..so pandai2 lah tanggung kan..haha
besides all that, i did say goodbye to few other things.. let see...
1) say goodbye to the old style of vacation..haha *i dah promise someone to not write it in detail..i wish i can write it in detail..hahaha*
2) say goodbye to my hair.. i cut my hair..=)
3) say goodbye to my clean record of no accident with Ginger... Ginger had her 1st accident.. the scariest moment of my life yet.. an experience that i hope that i will never go thru again.. poor ginger.. i am so sorry.. =( promise will take care of you and drive you safely in future..
4) say goodbye to my old life..the stupid/evil/kind girl i used to be.. i maybe still bangang but i want to be bangang at the right time.. (macam lah boleh control..haha)and most important is i want to be a nice smart girl who know what she want in her life, work hard for it, tak kacau orang, and sentiasa jadi diri sendiri.
5) say goodbye to my old plan/goal.. not totally change but new amendment with a little twist.. will be new challenge..or shud i said it will be a BIG challenge for me..
Other thing that i might will say goodbye is my job..still uncertain..but if really happen, i will move to new city and back to be independent..huhu
but im not sure whether i want to move or not...haizzzz
so many thing to risk and this will definitely affect my new goal.. and if i move, adjusting to new environment during world cup season?? hmmm... not sure i can say goodbye to world cup..:P
Anyway,its so easy to be taken for granted and sometimes its so easy to be fooled in a relationship,in general, with friends and family.
Sometimes, i tend to be true and honest with a person,share all that i have,financially as well as emotionally, but later when i learn that they dont reciprocate in the same mannner and just walked away after get what they want and usually at the time when i need them the most, it hurts. Probably they feel i am not close enough to them or its me who stupid to trust them. i hate being used by other people for any reason at all especially by someone i trust.
im tired of being bangang girl, but according to someone i will always be. =.='
After my long vacation to a special place *thanks to someone who bring me there =)* i realize that one of my bangang-ness moment is when having a second thought between 'cry' and 'say goodbye'..haha of course it will be 'say goodbye'.. i just wanna forgive and forget about everything.. by thinking of 'cry' means i still have a bit of anger and frustration in me.. but i dun want to have such negative feelings.. i wanna live my life without any regrets and without anything that will be the wall of my bright and happy future.. semua yg berlaku ada hikmah nya.. lagipun semua yang jadi ni salah sendiri..so pandai2 lah tanggung kan..haha
besides all that, i did say goodbye to few other things.. let see...
1) say goodbye to the old style of vacation..haha *i dah promise someone to not write it in detail..i wish i can write it in detail..hahaha*
2) say goodbye to my hair.. i cut my hair..=)
3) say goodbye to my clean record of no accident with Ginger... Ginger had her 1st accident.. the scariest moment of my life yet.. an experience that i hope that i will never go thru again.. poor ginger.. i am so sorry.. =( promise will take care of you and drive you safely in future..
4) say goodbye to my old life..the stupid/evil/kind girl i used to be.. i maybe still bangang but i want to be bangang at the right time.. (macam lah boleh control..haha)and most important is i want to be a nice smart girl who know what she want in her life, work hard for it, tak kacau orang, and sentiasa jadi diri sendiri.
5) say goodbye to my old plan/goal.. not totally change but new amendment with a little twist.. will be new challenge..or shud i said it will be a BIG challenge for me..
Other thing that i might will say goodbye is my job..still uncertain..but if really happen, i will move to new city and back to be independent..huhu
but im not sure whether i want to move or not...haizzzz
so many thing to risk and this will definitely affect my new goal.. and if i move, adjusting to new environment during world cup season?? hmmm... not sure i can say goodbye to world cup..:P
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Cry or Say Goodbye ? The choice is ......
"Cry"
by Rihanna
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
[Chorus]
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...
_____________________________________________
Say Goodbye
S Club 7
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye *so say goodbye*
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies...
by Rihanna
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
[Chorus]
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...
_____________________________________________
Say Goodbye
S Club 7
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye *so say goodbye*
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies...
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Self Discovery #2 - Empty
A person very close to me passed away more than a year ago.
I thought i already moved on but I can't stop thinking about it even to this minute.
Every moment I had spent with him has been so precious and invaluable, and today...I remember him every day...every minute, infact.
I feel that vacuum can never be filled,no matter how much my friends and relatives try.
Is it wrong to remember him always and have that uncomfortable feeling, that none can equal him?
How can I stop thinking about him always?
And, if at all I try to,will that make me a bad person?
Should I stop grieving and accept it as a part of life?
Is it wrong to expect people close to me to be like him?
Most of all, I wonder how I can carry on with my life without him?
So many questions in my mind....wish I had an answer.....
because i feel so empty inside..
He will always be special to me but how i found him in him, i hope to find others in themselves..
God, please give me the strength and please open my heart and send someone special in it again..
I thought i already moved on but I can't stop thinking about it even to this minute.
Every moment I had spent with him has been so precious and invaluable, and today...I remember him every day...every minute, infact.
I feel that vacuum can never be filled,no matter how much my friends and relatives try.
Is it wrong to remember him always and have that uncomfortable feeling, that none can equal him?
How can I stop thinking about him always?
And, if at all I try to,will that make me a bad person?
Should I stop grieving and accept it as a part of life?
Is it wrong to expect people close to me to be like him?
Most of all, I wonder how I can carry on with my life without him?
So many questions in my mind....wish I had an answer.....
because i feel so empty inside..
He will always be special to me but how i found him in him, i hope to find others in themselves..
God, please give me the strength and please open my heart and send someone special in it again..
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